I plan to call my principal this week to try and get materials and try to blueprint a game plan. I am a planned out, spur of the moment type person. Sounds like an oxymoron right? Well in a way that is what I am. Through school I always had a plan of what I was going to do. From the time I was given the assignment my brain would begin outlining plans of creativity to accomplish the task at hand. On more than one occasion I would change the entire plan sometimes hours before the deadline. This is me! The planned spur of the moment girl! (the oxymoron) I was told at times I was crazy for doing such as this. I was surrounded by peers that would work weeks sometimes months on something and I would completely throw mine out and start over. Something better would come to mind I would have to act on it!
I am saying this to say that I know even if I could plan for the entire year knowing myself these plans would change. But I must begin a plan!
I am sure as things get more hectic closer to game time I may not write all that much! However, I have found that this blog is a release for me. There is somewhat of a comfort in knowing that I can type thoughts into the world wide web and someone may read and agree. I have always said that I think that one of the most valuable benefits of talking to a therapist is the feeling of freedom to talk to someone who is a complete stranger. Someone who does not know you personally to place judgement on your voiced feelings! Maybe this is why I have found this blog to be personally enjoyable!
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