I have stated all of the above just to let some of you know the whirlwind of a life I have led in the last couple of years. Things actually feel as though they are coming together. My life is completely different than I ever thought it would be. That has been of the hardest life lessons for myself. I have always been caught up in this is what was "suppose to" happen. When in all actuality I have no say in what is "suppose to" happen. I only have the luxury of following my heart and going along for the ride. For any of you who know me will know that following my heart alone has caused my much heart ache. With age I have learn to follow your heart but with the realization that there is a higher power. Whatever your beliefs, know that you are not now nor ever will be in complete control this is a pointless battle.
Keep Smiling!