Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Lots of change!

God always has a purpose! From the time I was a child I felt as though I was put here to teach and to be a mother. Nearly three years ago I married and instantly became a step mother. Two years ago I returned to school to complete my degree in Elementary Education. Almost two months ago I, Kylie Verrell McFarling, walked across the stage and received my diploma. (Actually I received a really nice jacket to put my diploma in when I receive it in the mail.) However, this was one of my greatest accomplishments. I am unsure if ever I have felt more self pride. One week ago I was hired as a full time teacher at an elementary school. Lots have changes have taken place in my life! I have not fully became a true mother yet but that day will come.
I have stated all of the above just to let some of you know the whirlwind of a life I have led in the last couple of years. Things actually feel as though they are coming together. My life is completely different than I ever thought it would be. That has been of the hardest life lessons for myself. I have always been caught up in this is what was "suppose to" happen. When in all actuality I have no say in what is "suppose to" happen. I only have the luxury of following my heart and going along for the ride. For any of you who know me will know that following my heart alone has caused my much heart ache. With age I have learn to follow your heart but with the realization that there is a higher power. Whatever your beliefs, know that you are not now nor ever will be in complete control this is a pointless battle.
Keep Smiling!

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Getting Started!!

Here in small town America blogging has been something of the unknown to me. I have been curious when I would hear of people talking about it, just what they did. Well I am here to explore. Because of our little "Mayberry" town many people may not be familiar with blogging. Why post on the net what you just said at Wal-Mart. Lots of the time if it was said or even thought about the story that gets rumored is much more exciting than the truth. Ha Ha! To proceed with why I am here. Lately I have found a friend's blog extremely entertaining! Her witty antics and emotional thoughts have inspired me to join the blogging world. My mother and family members have said in the past that I have a gift of words and writing so here I am. I may not always be witty, at times possibly boring but I am here to share my sometimes bewildering thoughts to the unknown world of blogging! Stay tuned...