Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Lots of change!

God always has a purpose! From the time I was a child I felt as though I was put here to teach and to be a mother. Nearly three years ago I married and instantly became a step mother. Two years ago I returned to school to complete my degree in Elementary Education. Almost two months ago I, Kylie Verrell McFarling, walked across the stage and received my diploma. (Actually I received a really nice jacket to put my diploma in when I receive it in the mail.) However, this was one of my greatest accomplishments. I am unsure if ever I have felt more self pride. One week ago I was hired as a full time teacher at an elementary school. Lots have changes have taken place in my life! I have not fully became a true mother yet but that day will come.
I have stated all of the above just to let some of you know the whirlwind of a life I have led in the last couple of years. Things actually feel as though they are coming together. My life is completely different than I ever thought it would be. That has been of the hardest life lessons for myself. I have always been caught up in this is what was "suppose to" happen. When in all actuality I have no say in what is "suppose to" happen. I only have the luxury of following my heart and going along for the ride. For any of you who know me will know that following my heart alone has caused my much heart ache. With age I have learn to follow your heart but with the realization that there is a higher power. Whatever your beliefs, know that you are not now nor ever will be in complete control this is a pointless battle.
Keep Smiling!

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